She said she's "Done with me" like I'm a piece of debris she can just throw away.  A butterfly that she likes better dead and pinned up to a wall.  She's done with the friendship altogether.  How can one conflict ruin the relationship of two friends, if they were ever truly "friends" in the first place?

This makes me so angry, not just at her and her mom, but at just...everything.  Of course she still is friends with Alex P. and Nina, but not Alex B and I.  We didn't even say the worse stuff on the messege.  Alexa said she doesn't even care anymore about the phone call; Now it's just that she's "tired of this" and the rumors, arguments, etc.  I've never spread a freaking rumor about her. If anyone should think there's rumors going on here, it should be me.  People told me that she spread rumors like I pressured her to have sex with me and stuff. I don't think she actually said that stuff, but still, that's what I was mad about before. Gotta go, getting caught.

Hey, what's up? It's pretty dumb that I'm asking a computer "What's up?". Anyways, I never write in here anymore, it's always Xanga and most my friends know that. Nobody reads this because I never write in it. Logical, right? But in homeroom I can't go on Xanga so I go on here even though BLOGDRIVE SUCKS. Meh...but true. Well since I have no choice then I'll write. Fine, you win. Tonight is the school dance, the one where everyone votes for Duke & Dutchess, Prince & Princess, King & Queen.  We just got the nomination results back and for the Princess Alex Plaster, Mariah Bigham, Victoria Bufka, Tashi Cabey, Trisha Counts, Courtney Foster, and Madison Matthews got it.  For Prince Joe Connor, Jeffery Combs, Andy Essex, Robbie Lawson, and Ben Leach.  God, does Ben ever not win something? I'm sorry, but it's true and you know it. Everyone chooses him for everything. I have my track meet tonight at 4:30.  Hopefully it will be over with by the time the dance starts.  Even better, it will be cancelled. *I hope* because it's really damp outside and it's supposed to rain today till the night. But whatever, after the dance I am going over to Alex Plaster's house to spend the night with Alison and Nina.  It'll be fun. Her house is right next to the school, too, and last time we had a sleepover we walked over to DMS and spyed on the janitor. Hahaha and I was *dared* to flash him. Hahahahaha it was funny.

If you're trying not to let your feelings show at the moment, there's really only one way for you to pull it off: Put some serious distance between you and whoever you want to avoid divulging those feelings to. Otherwise, there's no way you'll be able to hide them. You've never been good at disguising your emotions, to start with, and right about now, one sympathetic glance from anyone who cares for you will get you going.

Well....

I wish that someone would make a gun that goes 'pow' instead of 'bang'....just to prove 95% of the xanga population wrong.  oh yeah...I discovered that dinosaurs don't go rawr...they WENT rawr...and besides...it would've been more like RAWAREARERARWERWERWERWRASERE!   and yes...there was an s in there.  and i just realized something else.....robots can't have sex.  stupid scene kids.

We are all so fake.

I haven't updated in a while...
Spring break was pretty fun, I had about 4 sleepovers (Unless you count MVF). I went shopping with Alex P one day, I went to Nina and Alexa's church for an Easter thing, I went to Marmon Valley Farm, and Amish country. I also went to the movies to see Meet The Fockers with Megan and Ashlie. It was all cool.

When I went to Amish country I took SO many great pics with my digital cam., but it wouldn't let me copy the pictures so I couldn't post them up here! Shit! I even took a picture of an Amish baby (Okay, that was wrong, shoot me.)

This weekend I went to Marmon Valley to volunteer. It was sooo freaking awesome! Clare, Jessica, and Chase were there with me, but I went up with Clare. On Friday morning, Clare picked me up and we drove up there and lead a few trail rides etc. On Saturday the weather was HORRIBLE so I didn't get to ride at all. I forgot my coat too, which sucked, but Jess. loaned me a coat. Since it was snowing/raining, we three all went into the staff room for like, half the day, turned the dryers onto high heat, and sat on them. Haha, it was fun. ((But that that spider scared me!)) Jessica, Chase, and I did lunch dishes later and surprisingly we were laughing most the time, and I kept getting soap in my hair..ugghh...Hah.

Sunday was nicer and we went to church in the morning with the Weily's (Or however you spell it.) We went to the later service and there was this guy there that looked exactly like Kip from Napolean Dynamite except younger!! I swear he did!

Yeah, so, umm later.